I just need to be free. I've been battling the horrific thoughts in my head for about 8 years now. Just when i think im getting better, i go into a sharp downward spiral even worse than before. I don't think i will ever recover, and to be completely honest, i don't even think i want too. I've been fucked up for so long, that i don't think i could be normal no matter how hard i try. I am an anti-social girl obessed with food. If you met me, you would think i am the happiest carefree girl ever, but im really just an ed girl who has mastered the art of disguise. This is me and all of my terrible self hated feelings laid out in pictures.